Faith

tonight i saw La Passion de Jeanne d'Arc overlayed with a real orchestra and singers too.... it was.... awesome... I suppose for once I'm glad I'm in NYC.

But what I noted is this, in the things that move me the consistency is always in the faith. It didn't matter that I thought the sacraments silly or the heroine simple. Perhaps I am silly too and simple as well. It's all right. I can live with simplicity and even to some degree ignorance. Maybe I don't want to think too hard on this question, for the Divine always requires... faith.

So I have wavered, I admit, and waver I will, in the future. But I do not believe, I'll ever lose it. For my Divine is just as strong, even when I am not. ha. Laugh and laugh and fall apart...