every moment of comfort....

is marred by the thought of her. I love it, really, right now I do. Even post mortem for this link to have such an effect is.... lovely.

I was on a path of self improvement today, that was nice, and finally i ate something that i didn't immediately want to throw back up. First time in a week! I totally killed those cold dumplings. man.... that was good.

the teethering between wanting to call her... especially right now when she's close by, is torture not unlike my forays into fitness like i just had today, only mental. Pain! moooooore pain! yes!

Love it. Live it, all hail The Divine